Thursday, June 28, 2012

Move Mountain


Faith Tabernacle
June 28, 2012
 SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND by MARSHA BURNS:

Rise up in the realm of the spirit and speak to your mountain, that mountain that looms large before you that you do not know how to get around or over.  I have given you the authority to move it out of your way so that you can progress unhindered.  There are things that are beyond your ability to deal with in the natural realm, but all things are possible with Me, says the Lord.  Speak to this mountain in My name.

Mark 11:23 "For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be removed and be cast into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says."

Wow, what a lesson!

       Ok, I talked to my friend who was my teacher.She didn't have anything to do with it the mess with my grades and I believe her. I feel so bad for thinking that she possibly could have done me wrong. She will try to clear things up for me tomorrow. To be honest, it is my fault. I listened to Betty Mask who is over disability department. She told me just to start over and not get my real grades. I knew I had a debt out there and it should have been paid when I got my back time but in the back of my mind I thought no one will ever find out. Well, someone found out. Luckily, I have borrowed the money to pay the majority of the debt. Finally, I am having to pay to get the real grades from Concord College. This is the last of my really big debt. It will take a year to pay it off but I am glad to see it go. It is a 17 year old debt. This will release me to go to the other college. Lesson  well learned. Lying in anyway doesn't pay off no matter how much you reason it out in your head. I am praying that the Lord allows me go back to school period.

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. 
Romans 8:27-29

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Wow, I can't believe that it has been a month since I have wrote anything. A lot has happened since I last wrote anything. I was given a word of prophesy two weeks ago that I would be writing a book of some kind. I am hoping that this is it because I don't have the patience to do it on paper.

Here are some updates on my current situations:

I am having problems with money. I am currently moving to a smaller apartment. It will be closer to church and school and $300.00 dollars  a month cheaper than my current space and it is near a huge city pool.

I tried to go to summer school it was not the best idea. I dropped out after 4 days and went home to West Virginia for a week vacation. When I went home, I found out that I had to get some transcripts from two former schools. I found out that I was charged $7000.00 for an education that they have no record of. I think it is going under investigation. Someone I know could possibly lose their teacher's liscense or/and could be fined. Keep this person in your prayers because the teacher is christian from my old church.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Mother's Day Message

Acts 16:16-    Title: Has God Called You Out?

Paul and Silas were imprisoned because they cast the spirit of divination out of a woman who had been following them for weeks while they preach. They were put in the inner most part of the prison and the jailer was told to watch them. At midnight, Paul and Silas began sing the praise of the Lord. Suddenly an earthquake came shook the place.The chains of the prisoners were loosed and the door of the prison flew open. The jailer was scared, he supposed to take his life. He cried out. Paul assured him that everyone was still there. The jailer and his whole family ended up saved.


The relevation on this Word is that eventhough sometimes you are free to go, you have to stay where are so that someone else might not get hurt. Years ago, I went through a similar situation with my mother. She was in a bad relationship with a man who was on drugs. I was an adult, I was free to go at anytime but because I dwelled in her house, God's protection stayed on the household. 

One day, my mother came home and said I feel like I am in a prison. I knew something was about to happen. Within two months our house burned down. God had called us out of that particular place but we were still in bondage because the man she lived with didn't change. We moved to a house on the street like she like it so she could walk from her car to the house. We close to my brother which was also a desire of her heart. Everything that was given to us after the fire was better than what we had ever own but still there was bondage. My mother's boyfriend was still with us but little by little my mother chains came off. Little by little, this man started losing the hold he had over our mother because we children refused to leave her alone.


 Finally, her boyfriend got caught by the police doing a crime that made him go into an actual jail. My mother could not pay his way out of get him out of trouble this time.  This was my mother's ticket out. I remember grabbing her hand and praying for her telling her the 7 was the number of completion. It was exactly 7 since they had met. It had been 5 years since I had been in the situation. The number five represents the grace of God.

My mother kept in contact with the man for year from jail but he never came back at all. I  was definitely called out but I couldn't leave my mother in that situation. It took 15 years for me to finally leave West Virginia to make to another state to live plus go back to school. I am greatful for all th opportunities that the Lord has blessed me with but I had to serve somewhere were it was uncomfortable in order to get where I am today.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Week 1

          I am exactly 7 days into my vacation. Today I went to counseling. My new friend had to call me to make sure that I got out of bed on time and into the bath. I hate going to counseling because it only last for 20 minutes. There is not really anything to talk about. I am coping pretty good with life except for the fact that I am broke. I am so greatful for what I have though. All my needs are being met.
           Anyway, I remembered about 3:30 today that Sunday was Mother's Day. I had to run out and buy a card and a little surprise for my mother and get it in the mail by 4:30 p.m. I almost didn't make it because of traffic. While in Dollar General getting a card, I ran into one of my friends. Her name is Ms. Jessie. She too was sporting a cute little short do.( Her hair is almost completely white,She's 70). Grey hair is stunning on older black ladies in my opinion.
          To all those reader who are mothers, I would like to wish all of you a very Happy Mother's Day.
I am not a mother myself but I have loved many children. There are not enough words to describe how beautiful some of you are. Thank you for allowing me to help you raise your children.
         

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

   I read a word today from Faith Tabernacle Church this morning. It said to look for opening doors. It also said to get some rest. Well, my pastor prayed the same thing for me on Sunday. Before I could get out of the door, the Lord had already moved on something. Only time will tell what things will turn into but I am hopeful. Also I have decided not to go to school this summer. I need to just rest this summer and wait until the Fall. Hopefully, I will have money to pay the cable/internet/phone in the Fall. I was told that I had 4 more semester of financial aid so if I can survive this summer I might stay at my current location. Only time will tell what will actually go on. I need to stop trying to figure it out and wait on the Lord.

On a different note, my cousin Stephanie is awaiting surgery. Keep her in your prayers. I am praying for the Lord to do a miracle in the situation and disolve the lump.